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by Rev. Meryl Ann Olson

About The Book

from “Lost and Found Again”

I got lost again 
in the maze of my mind 
But this time I managed to leave my good sense behind 
I thought that putting a bullet in my brain 
would take away the fear and stop the pain 
How tragic, how insane! 
If only I could set my soul free from my body 
I’d be at peace again 
I’d live in ecstasy

from the preface to Meryl’s forthcoming memoir “By Grace, I Dance”

On June 11, 1987, following a three-month period of hopelessness, self-doubt and fear I shot myself in the head at point-blank range with a 22 caliber Beretta pistol my husband brought home one carefree afternoon for protection and target practice. It is a miracle that I am still alive to tell you this story. Even as I write these words now, years after the “accident”, I am amazed and horrified by what I actually did.

Publication date April 05,2022
Language English
ISBN 979-8-88622-147-3 (Paperback)
979-8-88622-148-0 (Hardback)
979-8-88622-149-7 (E-BOOK)
Genre Fiction, Poetry
Pages 136
Interior Color Black and White
Book Size 5.000" x 8.000" (203mm x 127mm)


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